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my animation b4 internship..

the panels say "you are not good enough", "your modelling skill is bad", "you are the kinda animator who can express themselves but can't execute (the expression)", "your modelling skill is bad " (again)

mmm...

i am kinda satisfied actually of my work. though i am not the best, i have done my best. it is not enjoyable to node a ppl when they say your modelling skill and your animation skill is not good enough but it is all a part of the process.

anyways, enjoy. it can be fun.

love poems

i will always be there for u and forever supporting u.
i will always kiss u before u sleep and hug u before we meet again.
i will hold ur hand gently but firm enough to keep u mine.
i wanna celebrate every happy moment of ours together.
i wanna merge this two worlds into one.

i will only say i love u once in a while just to keep u wanting it more.
i will call u once a day if i am not there with u.
i will dream of hugging u again and again when u r not there.
i will look at the pics we took from time to time to see how our love goes.
i wanna grow old with u even though i can't always be there for u.
i want u to be angry at me and miss me when i am too busy for other things.
and, i will always give u different surprises from time to time to see ur beautiful smile brightening up my world again.

maybe, we will fight due to different opinions.
maybe, we will start getting tired of our relationship from time to time.
maybe, things won't always be how we want it to be.
and maybe, we feel that we are not meant to be anymore.

but, the love we have or had will always be the most beautiful moments in our lives.
the smile on ur face is warmer than the early sun.
the laughter we have sounds louder than the thunderstorms.
the moments we have surpass the concept of time and eternity.

i will always keep the beautiful memory that we had.
and u will be always be parts of the treasure that make my life beautiful.

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it all start from the first glance, i see a face that sinks into my heart.
a smile that .. will be continued

i feel like i am screwed

i presented my work to the lecturer, he says that he likes the fact that my work is neat. and after that, lots and lots more praises comes from him to others who do Character animation. omg, i am screwed! so so screwed!

i worked on this presentation for fully one week during the holidays and this is what i see. i am good because the lecturer didn't see others yet. and the more and more are being impressive and amazing. they are basically outdoing themselves, while i was worrying bout the workload.

i feel discouraged and i feel like i wanna do film, do psychology, this and that to prove my worthiness. damn. this is hard. come to think of it, i should have chosen psychology or mass communication instead. cause this design course is really hard on me. long long working hours, never ending assignment. i worked my ass off and still not as good. i asked one of my friend, she says i am not ok.....

anyways, below is my work:

busy granny
naughty boy
and crazy too
the setting
another perspective

the curious case of benjamin button

listen to the title, it would have been sucked if it were a detective story since i am not very into that genre but, it is the otherwise. meet benjamin button, a man who is born old and grows younger. this life story is moving me strongly. in fact, i have just finished watching it. i feel like crying.

the girl in the movie sounds like the kinda girl i would fall for and that benjamin is kinda like me in some ways. omg, i am old. haha... i met this girl from a bus stop once and cyberia once. gotten her msn and even hp number but she doesn't really reply much after a few. anyways, she likes clubbing and this girl called Daisy is just like her in that sense. haha.. hope that i won't wait for her like that. oh, the reason the actress reminds of her is because that they look similar in some what. she is like the asian version her.

this is how i like movies and how visual effect should be like for me. i dun like monster flying around in my case, i am more to life drama or movie.

well, enjoy the trailer below.

tired...

goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend, u have the one ... i am listening to james blunt now while writing this.

it has been a tiring week, or weeks. i basically go to gym on monday, wednesday, friday and taekwondo on tuesday and kickboxing on thursday. i am not sure what i am looking for. i guess it has been too tiring on me. i started to feel like going back to the watching drama, movies lifestyle.

i think i just need to balance things out. recently, i am sick of all the songs on my pc. those rock and noisy shits, suck. i feel more comfortable with simple song like this "goodbye my lover" by james blunt. basically, it is just vocal and piano and i love the sound of piano.

argh. i need to quit one of the martial art so that i can have more time to do other things. it has been fun though.

anyways, just to show what i have done for my assignmnet. i will post up this bear for ur visual pleasure.